What is going on today

It was birthday day yesterday, and I wished both guys a happy birthday, but I didn't see either person.   Yesterday was Scott's birthday (Leon's best friend) and it was my brother Dante 's birthday.   I don't show Dante all the affection I feel for him.   He is my brother and I more than care about him as a brother.   He certainly does get under my skin once in a while like only siblings can. One thing about Dante is that I don't think there is a person more like minded to me on this earth than he is. He is my brother, always has been, and always will be. It is just unfortunate that life and responsibilities keep us from spending more time together. 

It was Veteran's day yesterday. Time to honor our soldiers who fought bravely to keep our country free.   I do appreciate what they do for the rest of us.  They fight so the rest of us don't have to.  They make sure that danger stays outside of our borders and that we have the freedom to be ourselves. Kudos to every person who picked up a weapon to defend our country. Also kudos to those who tried. 

Yesterday was some day.  Nothing seemed to go right. Shopping was a disaster, took Kat to see Despicable Me 2 and we were running late so my sweetie couldn't go. Nobody liked th beef stew that I prepared, and I ended the day alone because my sweetie had something to take care of at his sister-in-law's house. In his defense I never told him I would rather he stayed.   He gave me a choice on when he would go, but I refused to choose. Getting me to make a choice and telling my feelings has been like pulling teeth for him. There are 2 big reasons for this.  One is because I did share my feelings with Leon, and that resulted in him accusing me of not considering his. The other reason is because when my feelings did seep out Angel said that he wanted me to be happy even if it meant removing himself, so I am afraid he will leave due to chivalry, and I don't want that either. 

Wow, I have just proven to myself just how lazy I have become.  I have been for the last quite a while making my blog postings from my cell phone, which does half the typing for you.  It remembers for you how to spell.  It capitalizes things for you and even makes minor corrections.  Tonight I am blogging off of my desktop computer, which makes me actually have to think and spell and make my own corrections. 

I had a really fun time tonight.  My mom, brothers Angel, Lexy and I went to see despicable me 2.  It was hilarious.  Katelin didn't come along because it is on one of the splitting weekends.  We will have to find something equally special and fun to do with Katelin tomorrow.  Lexy was actually claiming herself as Angel's kid today.  He has certainly integrated himself into my family in a very short time.  We haven't even been together 3 months yet, that is kind of the scariest thing about it.

I just had a very good day.  Work was same old same old.  After work I found out I can get the same stop smoking coach as I had last year. YAAAAY.  I don't know if I ever mentioned that I was down to one to two cigarettes a day before Leon pulled his shit.  Then I had a full blown relapse. Now I have more reason to quit. My sweetie's situation has helped me to realize my own mortality, that and I want to help him to live a few more years, not be a hindrance or temptation. Then my Angel and I spent a quiet evening together doing whatever.