What is going on today

I spent yesterday's blog talking about sentimental stuff, so I didn't wind up telling about what happened last night.  Leon had told me early this week that if my sweety hurt me or the girls physically or emotionally, he would turn into a bear, and that his car could be fixed ie the car was his weapon of choice.  My sweety took great offense to that.  When Leon came to pick up the girls' backpacks he confronted him and simply said that if Leon wanted to threaten him, he should do it to his face instead of through me.  Leon turned into a little mouse and ran away.  Tonight we went to the atheist meetup again.  This time my mom and my sweety came as well.  We all had a good time, and they were warmly accepted into the fold as well.  We had fun.

Well, today is the anniversary of one of the worst attacks on our soil.  As I drove through town today all of the flags were at half mast in respect to those who fell.  How many innocents died that day?  I remember where I was that day.  I had fallen asleep watching Independance day.  I woke up with the news reports on the TV.  It was so surreal I couldn't believe it.  I remember being shocked, a little scared.  Some people say that if we don't let that day go than the terrorists will have won.  I disagree.  That was a day that should never be forgotten.  A day this country was breached.  We should honor all the innocents who died and all the heroes who fought to save them.

I am sitting alone in my apartment.  I am a little lonely but yet I can't stop smiling.  I am content.  I know there is a man out there who thinks more highly of me than anyone else ever has besides my mother.  Tonight he is spending the evening camping out with his nephew.  I feel family is important and children doubly so, so I do not begrudge him the time with his nephew.  I am just floating around my apartment debating on what to do next.  I think I'll watch a few of my TV shows and try to forget how much I want to snuggle up to him.

Leon asked me straight out about my boyfriend today.  Then told me to watch out for the girls.  I assured him that I would and I have.  He said he wants to have coffee sometime.  The main reason I don't think I want to is because he would probably bring the BSB.  Well now that I think about it...probably not.  Someone has to watch the girls.  Might as well make the sugar baby do it.

Once again I am talking about how happy I am.  I am starting to sound redundant.  I meant to tell Leon today about my new boyfriend, but the poor boy wanted to run out of here so fast I couldn't put two words together for him.  Well, truly I am ready to end the juvenile game of waiting for him to ask and watching him squirm, even though it is funny to watch.  I didn't think it would take him this long.  When I get a chance I will tell him straight out.