What is going on today

I am getting ready to leave this morning.  I know Vas said they would be up early, I am still delaying my moment of departure as long as I can.  I don't want to descend on Vas's house too early.  That is what I struggle with most.  Appropriate boundaries.  Does anyone understand them?  So I debate between what I desire vs overwhelming people.  I am not sure how much people are willing to take of me and how much I need to hold back.  A scorpio has two distinct sides.  The cold logical side that views emotions as weekness.  Then there is the intense emotional side that I think is so much more intense because of the person's attempts to repress it.

I was going nuts at work today.  I swear it was the longest day of my life.   I look forward to seeing Vas tomorrow.  I signed up to leave work early today because I knew I was going to go nuts, and I wound up leaving 10 minutes late.  Isn't it just funny how life works.  I bought a digital camera so hopefully I get a few good pictures to document my week.  I will share all of them.

I have finished my masterpiece, it is a quarter to midnight and I have to work tomorrow.  Yaay for getting involved in your hobby.  I didn't even notice the time slip away.  One more day of work then I get to see VAS.  I can't wait.  I am counting the minutes till my 9 days off begin.  Sorry way to excited to type about much else.  Good news I bought a digital camera today so I should have plenty of pictures of my adventures.  I may miss a day or 2 in there while I am galavanting around the area next week but I will try to keep up my blog.

I sit here in my apartment alone, fresh out of the shower, sitting here the same way as the day I was born.  I am thinking of the how my day went today. It was long but full.  Uh oh the curtain is open...don't want to give a peep show.  OK better.  My girls must have opened it earlier.  I have been running into a lot of old friends, from a decade ago.  There are two ladies that started working at my work who knew Simi.  There is another guy from long ago that talked to me on facebook.  This one in Fargo.  We will call him the Bachelor.  He'll get his verse to that poem soon.  My life is turning interesting...so why do I still feel lonely?  My priorities are definately changing.  My girls are still my heart, but I refuse to sit around and mope any longer.  The reason I haven't added to my story lately is because I wrote a chapter I think I want to ditch. I will have to think about where I want to go with it next.

I am so excited, next week is my week off.  I have come up with a brilliant idea which I hope I can pull off.  I am going to go on a day trip with each of my girls during my one on one time with them.  With Alexis I am going tubing down the Ottertail River near Detroit Lakes.  I was thinking about bringing Katelin to Bismarck to the water park out there.  Then Vas came up with an awesome idea! (VAS IS THE MASTER)  I did some research and I am going to see if we can tour a farm near Hawley which has animals.  The ad on the farming websight said that people were welcome to drop in anytime.  I still sent them an e-mail asking permission.  I wanted to make the absolute most of the week off.