I am such a fool. I should have kept my mouth shut. I texted Shawn and told him about what I was afraid to tell him. Right now I am regretting it. I had it handled. I actually got to the point where I truly didn't care
if he ever returned my feelings, so why did I stick my foot in my mouth and go and tell him? Well I hope this isn't as big of a disaster as I fear, and he gives me a way out. Any move I make at this point would just make the situation worse, so
the ball is in his court. Now I am going to concentrate on not worrying about it.