When I woke up this morning, I turned over, looked at my clock and noticed it was 7:50 am. My mind started racing....omg I am almost 2 hours late for work, oh no they are going to kill me. Then one thought pierced my frantic meltdown.
ITS SATURDAY!!!! I immediately relaxed. I have been thinking about romantic comedies a lot lately. I know its a little silly, but I wish I could inspire a guy to do one of those big romantic gestures like the guys in the movies.
Who am I kidding, I am old and broken. My younger self couldn't even inspire that type of creativity. Or maybe its just that guys are lazy. I swear when we get to a certain age we all put on concrete boots and it is considered immature to
do anything fun. That is one of my disadvantages. Before I got married I could put on a little pout and say something cute like "but you love me anyway." That was when I was young and pretty and people admired my energy and enthusiasm. Now
if I tried anything like that they all look at me like I grew a second head. I had so many antics when I was younger because I was young, full of energy and didn't care what people thought. Now I have 2 children and work for a bank. I have
to be MATURE and RESPONSIBLE and avoid being CHILDISH and JUVENILE. I just want to go to the playground and play on the toys.