Wow my Vas can read between the lines. I could use a friend tonight, but not because of daddy issues. Last night I was actually doing a little more than just cleaning. I was preparing for my sweetie's return. I wanted everything to be perfect.
When I talked to him last night, l found out he wasn't going to be back until Friday. Yes, I have been down today. It's not that I miss him terribly, which I do, it's more that I put up the extra effort to prepare. I am not angry with him. I know
that it was circumstances beyond his control. I will be okay, I just need a day to brood and bitch about how unfair life is, and I will be fine. I hope he doesn't see this till he gets back because I don't want him to feel bad or blame himself because he is
not to blame. I guess I will see my sweetheart again when I see him. I am not going to believe another return date until he is safely back in my arms again. I would hate to suffer another disappointment.