I wish my sweety would relax and just enjoy the way he claims he has. He keeps telling me things like, "You'll be mine for ever unless you change your mind, then I'll go quietly on my way." I do not question his devotion, I see it in his
eyes every time he looks at me, its just he seems to always need to nay say. He told me tonight, that I get a week to see if life would be better without him. I told him I already knew the answer to that question. Its almost like he feels
like he is in a dream and he expects to be woken up any minute, or that he thinks I will change my mind and send him away. I'm not quite sure what it is, but I wish he would realize that I am in it for the long run. I do understand I have an out.
Everyone always has an out whether their partner likes it or not. I just wish he would stop showing me that option, and just relax and enjoy and realize that I do see the exit sign and purposely turn the other way.