First thing I would like to ask is who do I think I am kidding. While I have every respect in the world for wicca and its followers, I find it hard to even believe in the wiccan pantheon. I love wicca and if I were to join a religion, that
is the one I would most likely rejoin. The plain honest truth is I do not believe in any deities. I have actually admitted this to myself before, but I have not given it voice. I always held on to the there is a slim chance that a god or
gods do exist therefore I am agnostic. Who am I kidding? Not even atheists give it a 100% that there is no higher being, they say its highly unlikely, therefore they do not believe. I did not want to let go of my wiccan ideals or my wiccan
friends. I still love Simi my sweet to death, but I have to admit even to myself that I do not believe in the christian god, nor do I believe in the Lord and the Lady. This does not mean I love my Simi or my Vas any less, it only means I am being
honest with myself.