Well today IS my 7th wedding anniversary. The divorce isn't yet finalized so it still is not a would have been. I have been wondering how I would feel today. My official reaction is that I have no reaction. It doesn't feel special.
It doesn't feel awful. It just feels like another day. I wished Leon a happy anniversary and he gave me a look like why did I do that. I just laughed. No big deal. I just wanted to fuck with him a little bit. Then I told
him straight out it felt like any other day. Its kind of weird. A woman at work was talking about remembering the anniversary of her first husband. I can't even remember the wedding anniversary for numbnuts. I think I will forget this
one with time as well.