My brother made a facebook announcement today. He said that he has finally come to the decision that there is no way that the christian god could exist. I of course agree with him 100%. I don't know what to say right now. My
train of thought keeps getting interrupted by the Wanderer. I guess he'll be my subject of conversation for a while. If I am going to be perfectly honest I am split on him. My emotional side feels that there is a reason he came into
my life a third time after 20 years. It kind of takes the old saying, "If you love somebody set them free..." to an extreme. Also with most ex's there is a reason they are an ex. The reason he was an ex was more academic than emotional.
He lived in WI, I was at school in MN, and he had a couple of emotional crises that were very difficult for him to deal with. He didn't have the energy to put into a relationship....especially one that was long distance. My logical side says that
he doesn't want a relationship because he is a truck driver and is never around enough. For that reason he doesn't want to date anyone. My labido says......well I'll let your imagination figure that one out. So its 2 against one, but the
one is a very big one. Also my logical side is also wondering if this is not another wish to be accepted after the ultimate rejection of the divorce.