Wow my emotions have been weird lately. I started out the weekend afraid that I was getting too involved at too "love struck" for the current situation. After a weekend of calming down and then spending an afternoon with the Knight, MY feelings
in general have calmed down. I am no longer having unrealistic expectations of anyone. I have my feelings back on the right track and ready for an evening of conversation with The Wanderer without making any inappropriate suggestions. The
funny thing is I had all of my arguments in line ready to go, now that I look at them I feel every single one of them is rather foolish. When am I going to stop being a foolish little girl looking for anyone to accept her? I know longer believe
in the concept of Mr. Right. There is no perfect someone out there for each and every one of us. It is everyone muddling through life trying their best to get along with each other. Occasionally we run into someone who we click with
a little better than everyone else. That person winds up filling one of two roles...either a romantic interest or a good friend. I get a feeling right now I just need to surround myself with good friends. Hopefully one or two of them will
give me an extra benefit or two.