I just checked the number of visits to my sight and I have now reached 502. I can't believe it, in one week this sight has been up I have had over 500 hits. There was a time when I thought that no one that wasn't family even realized I existed.
When I was in the hospital on January 9th because I had tried to commit suicide because that monday my husband I had been with for 11 years told me he wanted a divorce, my psychiatrist asked me, "Do you have anyone you can talk to?" My response to him
was "no" When I got home I desperately wanted to find someone to talk to that I wouldn't worry like I would my mom. I wound up getting on to facebook and I got in touch with some of my oldest and dearest friends. Thanks to you I am almost
back to the old me. Not the old me that I was before the d word was mentioned. Not the old me from before I married the Christian. No, the old me from before I married numbnuts. The guy who did things that "No worries Gwen will forgive
me" for. Only wiser. I wanted to thank you all for the love and support you have given me through this awful situation. If it weren't for all of you I think I would have been commited right now, not the readjusted person that I am who is
confidentally watching over myself and my girls.